Nostalgia - Zzzz

I have to write,
Cause i've got no choice,
The irony & pain,
Was like no other gain.

The choice was mine,
The folly mine too,
Just knowing the outcome,
Has torn me apart,
I wanted to discover,
The pain that's uncovered,
Maybe i'm silly,
Maybe i'm foolish,
But i'm happy being foolish,
And delighted in my anguish,
Perhaps i needed to know,
The pain that's tearing me,
I don't want to think,
To think would be foolish,
To feel would be anguish,
Like two centre's torn,
From two halves centred.

To gain what you lost,
To rediscover the pain,
To feel alive like i've never felt,
The irony, The irony,
Thus this twist of agony,
In this maze of irony,
Oh "irony", Oh "irony",
Where art thou lost in this rhythmic symphony.

I pray today,
Each day i pray,
To fulfill his will,
To surrender my will.

I don't know my future,
I can't recognize my past,
To look ahead now,
Would be destiny's design,
That i look above,
And never look back.

I've lost all thought,
As to what rhymes not,
As the intentions lose,
All emotions in a knot.

Thank You Father,
Than You Lord,
Thank You Jesus,
Good Night All.